It's soccer season. There is a ton of stuff that is going on. School has started for everyone. Everyone is blowing and going and the schedule is packed. Enjoy the time you spend with you frailly, even in the frantic times, enjoy it... I know you want to be frustrated, I know not everything worked out the way you wanted to, but hey yall are there, your together, and it will be ok.
I have had some friends going through some difficult times and one friend has gabbed a hold of God and just will not let go. This observation I have of them. Calm, sad (of course it's a terrible situation), content, waiting, patient, compliant, & repenttive. This persons demeanor is just incredible despite the terrible situation they are going through....
On the flip side, I have a friend who has decided God is not there, doesn't care, continues to make terrible choice that continues to tear the family more apart. Anger, rage, unrepenttive, mean sprinted, vengeful, and never satisfied at all.
Two people going through Hardship, two people with two different choice in their life.
I just want to encourage you, I don't know where you are in life or what is going. But I want to encourage you, turn towards our heavenly Father, the Son, & the Holy Spirt. Allow them to help you, the real anger should be turned towards the one who has attacked you; the fallen angles, their master Satan. That is where the real battle is, that is the one who loves to invoke misery, that is the one who loves to trip you up, blind you, bring you to anger and call for you to stew in, to blind you from love, from compassion, to make forgiveness something you despise in stead of run to. Fight back don't allow Satan to rule. Grasp for hope. Turn towards God and hold our for his help, his love, his forgiveness, His hope.
