ok so another comment about the wind, and i wonder how many times my tittle will say that, or i will think i so want to use that tittle again... yeah i came close to putting my foot down on a hill.... i went 15.4 today.. i increced my aveage speed from 10mph to 10.4mph... i really thought i had done worse by the time i got back.. the north wind had really whooped me over when i was coming back into town..
+++Sand-Drops++++ ha ha what is that... huge piles of sand left by sand trucks that have pulled over on the side of the road that are halling sand for the Fracturing process going on down here in south Texas... i almost plowed right into one this morning... they are about 1.5 tall and maybe 2 foot wide.. first when i came on the first one i thought it was a piece of plastic as i ziped by.. but as i was going up hill i spoted some more of them.. and thought, "thank you Gdod for not allowing me to just hit that one ealier" i would of been in the ditch for sure had i hit one of those head on.... i am really surprised at how safe all the people are on the road.. i have been greatful.. the traffic passing me (even though i am riding shoulder) have been moving into a far right lane away from the shoulder when passing me..
during my prayer time in the midst of things this morning i didn't connect as i did in the past, matter of fact i had a real hard time trying to focus on God and praying.. i really was fighting my sinful, evil, and vile heart this morning... how in the world does God forgive us when are hearts ares so evil in actions, and in ways. it was such a hard fight to get to a point of prayer this morning... and when i did it mostly consistently coming to God telling him of how dark my heart is, and asking Him, "how lord do i move this more out of my heart, and move more of you in..." yes i know it's His Word in our lives that helps us to combat these times, thoughts, and desires in our life. i am just allowing you to see, i am a man just like you, i struggle, and often i too encouter the same struggles, thoughts, & actions i have to battle against like you... i was able to stave alot of them off today, but some still creep through.. but don't quit, don't give up, keep working on what you have, and continute to move forward the best that you can... it never hurts to take time after you spent some time in prayer to call a friend and ask them to pray with you during times like this.. that's why we are the body of Christ, that's why we are hear to help each other during the dark times..
have a great night... and thanks to my "foxy wife" for helping me get up out of Bed to start my day this morning, and she had gently reminded me, "the alarm is going off, aren't you going to work out" thanks for not letting me quit before i even got started today.. i love you Faith & you are the best. thank you..
Scotty
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